Wow so much time has past since my last blog. I know no one really reads these but sometimes an outlet it good. I was reading my profile and I realize that I have gotten so far off the track I was on and where I intended to be these days. How did that happen? I don't know. I can offer "life" as an excuse, but then again it would just be an excuse. Somehow, over the last few years I have lost myself and who I am and what I want to be.
The hard part is I have realized that I am off track. The next part is to figure out how to get back or at least back on the main road (so to speak). I just can't believe that I blinked and my kids are half grown, my oldest has made me a grandmother, and life is just rushing down the express lane on a freeway and I can't get to the exit.
So.....step one: breathe
Step two: Ask the good Lord for strength
Step three: Ask for guidance
Step four: Ask for the provisions and the boldness to do what needs to be done to get back on the right track.
Ok....I've asked the good Lord, and now I am waiting.....
Hopefully, the guidance will come to me in the night. Thanks for listening.
